well, everything is back to normal again..
Back to the same old me..
i really love him alot. . i Can't loose him and seriously, i need him.
Yes, i tried.
I tried giving up again.
I tried going out with guys.. But that doesn't work out either.
I donnoe if i did something wrong.. but i think i did..
I've got no courage to tell him anything bout it. And I myself don't believe i Did that.. Im felling shit.

KAREN!! WTF R U DOING??? !!!!

I LOVE U REEK.~
I can't loose u .. and I really can't ..
but things just aren't working out in us..
I need ur love more than i do..
SHIT.. i'm just loosing this little feelings .. little hope which i've put in so much in u..
I'm numb..
sober
drunk..

This is what my love life is?.. With every hope, evry single love.
but the dissappointment is still too much ..
my heart is still bleeding..
I'm not giving up.. its just that i cant wait too long for u to do things...
its not working at all and we r just getting further apart..
All i want is just a four letter word.. LOVE.

That's all, okay?

KkaRroTt
Karen Chng
The BIG 2 and 0
28 sep'89

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