YFriday, May 29, 2009' 19:13
i Realised i've not been blogging since like.. so long?..
neglected my blog for quite some time and now im back blogging to keep it alive..
Hmmm... right now, there's lots of tutorials to be completed, FYP and.... term test which falls on NEXT WEEK!!
well, not much confident for this coming test as there's still something else in my mind.. which actually made me think about it again and again.
Not in the mood for test.. but hopefully everything will be smooth throughout..
FYP is a hassle. my grp is doing some kind of collaboration with CPG on improving their IT software. thought this would be a better project for us as long as we can change our facilitator. However, we're still at the ZERO level instead as our report is still a peice of clean sheet.
went to our first site visit at Aljunied Town Council @ Eunos branch office.
Alex, Property Manager, actually brought us to the rooftop.. so COOL..!! hahas. didn't noe its so complicated up there with roofing felt and all ..
AND, the best thing is that if u wanna commit suicide, u can jump off from the rooftop.. LOLS
EFFECTIVE SPEAKING SKILLS
my gems module..
story telling test today. reading time was like onli 5 mins and we're to tell the story using our own words and adding expressions as well as exxagerate it.
I've tried my best to tell nonsense.
loLS.
Got nervous when i sat down in front of the lecturer.
She made me so nervous by looking at me and smiling throughout. thanks huh!..
ending part of my story is like shit.. didn't prepare for my ending.. YUpp, so that's the end of story telling test. Next will be a kind of argument on certain issues.. Might be easer =D
Im feeling out of love.. to love or not to love ?..
it has not been a smooth one right from the start and everything jus happened out of sudden.. now im really getting into deeper thoughts whether he's the RIGHT one .. im giving up hope .. What i get is dissappoint in return . . BUt why should all this happen to me when i've done nothing wrong at all?. .. Am i really that useless ??.. Im tired.. really tired..
I don noe how long i wanna drag this thing on but the more it drags on, the worst it will be..
maybe i should learn to let go and actually think positive.. but the problem now is i cant get myself to do so..
YSaturday, May 16, 2009' 01:26
Im so bored..
days just passed on and on like this.
its like no motive .
sigh.
i donnoe why im getting so bored and cant sleep well at night.
hw nice if there isn't nightime at all?.. so ppl can just sleep anytime, wake up anytime and jus go out anytime.
there wont be a limit whereby u have to close shop at night, no limits that u must be home by late night, no limits on what u gonna do everyday.
im getting bored in life with no target. no motive.
WHAT a LIFE to live..
so bored~~ getting mad when my time is not being make use of!!!
thats also the reason why im not late for school since sch starts..
YWednesday, May 13, 2009' 20:52
YEA!!!!!~ i pass my FINAL THEORY TEST!!!
finally. HAHahHHAhahHAAHAHahHAHahas
okay, that's all for now.
YFriday, May 1, 2009' 01:21
I admit i wasn't in good mood this few days.
i wasn't being who i am.
i cried. i laugh.
i am trying my very best to make myself occupied everday.
sigh
Im beginning to feel the pain in my heart again..
its hurting me again..
Im really really SAD.
There's no one i can lean on..
now that things have become worst..
I really donnoe who i can talk to.
i really donnoe hw to survive thru..
It hurts
it huRts
It hurtS..
Im falling out of love..
everytime whenever it came into my mind, the tears will just fill up my eyes..
i wanna get so drunk that i could cry non-stop.
i donnoe hw long will this last.
but definitely it will be as long as before.
ITS MY BROKEN HEART..
I need love. ans seriously, i need someone to love me!
