HOHOHO!!~
EXAMS are finally over!~~ phew`
its a draggy test and exams week which lasted 3 weeks and finally, everything is over.
Finally, its gonna be the end of the year for me when sch starts again in late april

Oh well, I really feel like celebrating after so long ..
its been a long time since i ever work like hell and shop like mad!!
okay, anyway i still owe my love a pressie which i've yet to buy since like so long>?
and i think im a bit shot of money these days because I've not been working for like one and the half months or so?.. onli working like once in two weeks and it doesnt even reach up to 50 bucks a day.
BUT, i've already got something in mind.. either a GUCCI wallet or a LV wallet.
Im not really sure which one does he prefer because i think both r nice but LV suits better on man.

Hmmm.. im only left with one week to do some homework, work to earn as much as possible and to get all stuff ready in my luggage before i leave.
need to spend lots of money before i leave and will be spending a lot when im there...
Once im back, i'll be so shock too see that i've got no money to do anything.
OMG.
i really donnoe when i can really save up a big suim of money and wont be thinking about how much i spend as long as im earning.
its so diffcult to actually do things right now as im still studying.

Im kind of missing things here right now..
not only my family but also my love.
=_=
gosh.. im really afraid things might change drastically when im there and even worst when im back.
All thoughts in my mind.. will he call me? .. will he miss me? .. will he even just call me for 5 mins before he starts/end work?..
sigh..
HOW HOW HOW
i will miss u so much !!
but dad, mum, i will miss u more.. u both r always by my side so i wont feel lost ..
but he's different.. we've gone through ups and downs and im falling too deep in love where its too late for me to turn back..

i wanna learn to let go a little when im there in AUST.. i know we shouldnt hold onto certain things too much and i will ..

I think things aren't gonna be the same anymore.
he'd moved back to JB
Which means he'll spend lesser time with me.
FCUK.
i just can't accept the fact that he's staying in JB now. its still considered that we're staying in diff countries.
Everything gonna change from NOW
He has to wake up earlier than before to get ready and come in for work.
After work, no matter how late he knock off, he needs to rush back to JB.
WTH
then wat about me?
I don understand why he just can't stand staying in the house in SG
Im afraid this would be a big problem again.
Ever since last time when he keep on going back to JB, i hated it so much that i told him i don like him doin this coz whenever he's off, i have to go JB
I really hate going there sometimes as i need to off my phone and going back home late at night.
sigh.
instead of meeting me when he's working morning shift, definitely he will say he's tired, have to go back to JB now
How i wish my parents know bout my relationship and just let him stay with me.
Its like i gonna loose him once again
We'll start all quarrelling again like before.
Im feeling so terrible.. =`(

One month from now im going to AUST
but im starting to miss him and starting to get worried what will happen if im there for a month and he's here.
He was fine when he came back from hometown and was so nice towards me.
But why always am i to taste the sweetness before i get to taste the bitterness?
But i failed in asking him not to move back.
i Failed to keep him staying in SG
i really have no idea when he gonna take PR.
i have no idea whether we'll be tgt ..

KkaRroTt
Karen Chng
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28 sep'89

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